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Buried Secrets

My earliest memories of my maternal grandfather were those of complete loathing. He teased me unmercifully because I
stood up to him and refused to let him intimidate me. Not so my cousins.

He was an extremely tall and handsome man and my sweet grandmother adored him in spite of his womanizing and so
called fishing trips. He had three daughters. At one time the family had to move in the middle of the night because he had gotten an under age girl pregnant.

I didn't notice until I was about twelve that he was fondling one of my cousins. He was deathly afraid of my father so my sister and I were safe. I don't know how far
it went but I remember my grandmother confiding to us in tears that she had to watch him all the time.

I am skipping to years later at our first family reunion after our mothers were gone. It turned out that he had
molested all of my girl cousins and had propositioned my
cousin's wife. I believe that he probably molested his
three daughters. They married at l5, l6 and l8 to get
away from home, I suspect.

I didn't ever have any feeling for him but hatred and contempt. However, he must have had a lot of charm and
magnetism. When he died the church was filled to capacity and people had to stand outside. They never saw underneath
the facade.

My grandmother loved him until the day she died at 92. She
was so smart and talented. I am not capable of the kind of
love that could overlook such egregious behavior. I am
extremely grateful to my father for being protective of my sister and I. We were never allowed to stay with my grand
mother if he was going to be at home. We never wanted to.
I find it strange that even as a two or three year old all
my instincts told me to avoid him.

My mother and her two sisters were very open about most things but they never were able to talk about their father.

posted on June 12, 2010 5:38 AM ()

Comments:

dayum! That's pretty sad... I wonder why your Grandmother stayed with him through all of that, even when she knew it was going on. I can't fathom it... perhaps she didn't feel strong enough to venture out without him...
comment by kristilyn3 on June 15, 2010 7:31 AM ()
I hope you are safe and dry down there! The news from OK is awful!
comment by jondude on June 14, 2010 5:18 PM ()
We are in a hill but it is bad in the low lying areas. However not as bad as the flash flood in Arkansas.
reply by elderjane on June 14, 2010 5:44 PM ()
How awful!!
comment by nenah on June 14, 2010 8:20 AM ()
I am so sorry it happened in our family but the cousin that was most affected made a good recovery and had a long and happy marriage.
reply by elderjane on June 14, 2010 5:47 PM ()
It is possible your mother and her two sisters were molested by him too.
And life is awfully unfair for that ba*tard to get away with what he did and still have so many people think well of him at his funeral. Think of how many lives he ruined. Makes my blood boil.
comment by susil on June 13, 2010 5:08 PM ()
I think that probably my mother and one of my aunts was abused. Her other sister was so in his face that I think she was ok. My mother believed in covering up family secrets. I sat through that funeral just thinking how deluded people were.
reply by elderjane on June 14, 2010 5:50 PM ()
I think my mother must have told my father because he really detested
Grandad. It would take lots of love to overcome one's aversion. I sure couldn't do it.
comment by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:38 PM ()
These things are awful and amaze me! What kind of a man would molest his kin - or any child? I have trouble with it and want to punish men like that, but it happens more than we know.
comment by jondude on June 12, 2010 11:20 AM ()
Yes it does happen all too often. My children were so shocked when we discussed it. My aunt who was l5 when she married was probably abused more often because she was so passive.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:18 PM ()
It was a different era. Women didn't just up and leave their husbands. There was no where to go unless they had family nearby, They needed their husbands to provide for the children and what reason would they give people for leaving? They certainly couldn't/wouldn't tell the truth.
comment by nittineedles on June 12, 2010 10:47 AM ()
Even when I obtained my first divorce there was such a lot of stigma attached to a divorced woman. I had marketable skills but my grandmother did not.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:21 PM ()
Oh my, what a story. I think there are a lot of family secret that people can't admit ever happened, even years later. You have a good attitude about it - nothing can change what happened, and all we can do is learn from the past.
comment by troutbend on June 12, 2010 10:03 AM ()
I am glad that I had a good sense of self preservation. I think that secrecy protected child molesters back then.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:24 PM ()
I think maybe your mother told your father- who had the sense to protect you. Men like him do so much damage. I hate them too.
comment by dragonflyby on June 12, 2010 9:53 AM ()
I hate to see a child robbed of their innocence. I hate men that are sexual predators.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:27 PM ()
Believe that a lot of this was going on in that era and they kept it very private.Though we have this still going on and they seemed to report this.much earlier than our counter part.Sorry that this was going on in your family.But it does happen.
comment by fredo on June 12, 2010 8:56 AM ()
I think it often happened in families that were isolated. Girls are at their most beautiful at l5 or l6. If you were a dirty old man you might be tempted but if you had even an ounce of morality it should be taboo.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:30 PM ()
Behavior of this kind has often been hidden and protected because of the shame and scandal. What a shame your cousins had to endure him and it galls one to think he went to his reward with a wholesome image.
comment by tealstar on June 12, 2010 7:19 AM ()
I couldn't believe how popular he was because no one knew his true character. He even had an easy death. He had been visiting with friends
and got up to say goodbye and fell over dead with a heart attack. There
is no justice in this life and I don't believe in the next one unless I
can come back as one of your or Laura's cats.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:34 PM ()
I think children instinctively know when someone wants to hurt them. I cannot imagine your grandmother loving such a man, although I can understand her staying with him, as people just did not divorce in her generation. It is a blessing that you had a father who protected your sister and you from this lecherous monster.
comment by redimpala on June 12, 2010 7:02 AM ()
I goofed. See my reply above.
reply by elderjane on June 12, 2010 1:39 PM ()

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