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We are doing ok. Today was the day the house would be sold. I don't know when we will hear if it sold and when we have to be out. I assume we will have 30 days. I started actively looking today and tomorrow I will call our state helpline. With renting, they do credit checks. And it doesn't get much worse than a foreclosed home. So we will shall see where that leads.
Other than this feeling in the pit of my stomach I am doing ok. Thinking of calling the doc to up my anti anxiety meds. Not sleeping, not really eating. I flip flop from sadness to anger to numbness. Anger seems to be topping the list right now. But kota has been super sweet lately. He is very in tune with my emotions. I can't tell you how many times I heard today, I love you mom! Can't beat that now can you?
Its been a week since I took tae kwon do, hoping to return tomorrow. I will see how I feel. I might just take a break all this week too. Funny, none of the students has asked why I am not taking class. I shouldn't let that bother me, its childish. But the other parents have asked. Some I tell the real reason to. My friend D was talking to me tonight during class. She just had surgery and she is finally starting to feel better. So I told her what was going on with me. She reached over and hugged me, tears in her eyes and promised to pray for us. And that is the response people are giving me. All of you here have been so supportive and just knowing you all are thinking of us and praying for us, it really helps me get through the day.
I read some really good blogs today and commented on a few. I am just not up to really commenting yet. I feel kind of detached at the moment. But I just love hearing what is going on with all of you and hearing good things. I loved reading anniel's blog about the storm! And Kristy maybe having another job oppurtunity. It really brightens my day to read all of you. So don't mind me if you see I have visited but not commented. Know that I am cheering for you too!
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