Mary Flemming

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Figuring it Out

I was going to put some pictures in this post. I don't use the computer much anymore. I bought it for Dakota because he is doing online school. I need to download photos from facebook so i can put them here.
I am sitting here in the middle of a fight. Stitch my dog has to be wherever I am. The cats usually stay in the dining room, where the computer is. Mr. Lucky cat was swatting at stitch and got me instead. The cats have never warmed up to stitch. I have had him since July. We adopted him from a local rescue group. It was love at first sight for both of us!
I don't work anymore. It seems the bullies got the best of me. I tried to get disability but it was overwhelming doing all the paperwork. I don't know if I can try again.
December 5th I am going for a psych eval. They will also see what meds I am on and if there is anything better I can take. I came very close to ending it all the week before Thanksgiving, thanks to a bully! People remind you of the good things in your life but when you are that far down, you feel like a burden to your loved ones. And no one understands depression and anxiety. I have tried so many time to explain what it feels like and how the bad voices come in. Things like, you are no good! Your whole life is a failure!
I'm gonna make this short because I keep getting clawed by mr lucky cat.
Stitch can be a pain in the ass but he is still in puppy stage at 8 months.
I look forward to people getting to know me again on here. This can be my safe place. Whereas on facebook my family tends to freak out about some of my posts.

posted on Nov 28, 2018 12:30 PM ()

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Sending you care and support --- (((())))
comment by marta on Nov 28, 2018 2:48 PM ()
Thank you, I appreciate it.
reply by elkhound on Nov 28, 2018 4:00 PM ()
I’m glad you posted! And Mary, I understand. I’ve been there. Glad we are both still here!
comment by kristilyn3 on Nov 28, 2018 2:20 PM ()
You are the best!
reply by elkhound on Nov 28, 2018 2:32 PM ()

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