Oh how the dreams have continued. The night before last I had a dream about the man. He was leaving me for some teenage girl. I don't really want to talk about it, but I must say I kicked a lot of ass and it got me nowhere. The dream ended with me swearing up a storm and being thrown out of the mans parents house.

I woke up went to the bathroom and went right back into another dream. This time I was on a ship. There was some sort of storm and my childhood elderly neighbors were on board with their daughter. I wanted them to fall overboard and well they did. I can not tell you the joy I felt watching them tumble into the sea.

At one point the mother was able to reach up and grab my hand. I told her I would pull her up, but she said she needed to save her daughter and so I let go of her. Do you have any idea how sick I felt when I woke up, for the simple fact I enjoyed watching them wash out to sea.

Last night I was a little scared to fall asleep. I did not know what I was going to dream up next. Well after reading for a bit I feel fast asleep.

Enter last night's dream I was walking around a huge rectangle pool of the most beautiful water. It was about as big as a football field. There were various people walking around the pool. No one was talking just walking and thinking. Everything looked like clean stone.

I recognized some of the strangers in the dream as fellow thinkers I had seen there walking before. I stopped walking and sat at some steps over looking the water. There was a man that came and sat next to me. He was one of the people I had seen before, but had never spoken to. He said hello to me and we began to talk.

The sun was going down and the man put his arms around me and held me. He embraced me and was telling some sort of secrets and telling me everything is fine. At one point he kissed my forehead. I felt so good in his arms. It was not a romantic or sexual good, but comfort good. It felt almost like an angel was holding me. (funny note: he looked like Darrel from the show The Office, he works in the warehouse. see pic below.)



The end of the dream gets all jumbled up I just know for sure there were some very scary nuns that made me panic.

Well thats whats been going on when I sleep. Needless to say it is much more interesting than my waking hours. The most interesting thing that has really happen is that I fear I swallowed a slug. Ugh don't ask.