I think the nicorette gives me headaches. It's well worth it though because I haven't been freaking out and feeling all tight and like I am going to explode - with the exception of last night. It took forever to get home because it was raining. *sigh* I asked R if he would walk the boys, he said sure but that he was going to be pretty late as well due to traffic. I got home and decided to just take the boys out. So I did. When I got back home from walking the two crazy dogs I emptied the dishwasher. I then loaded it back up with the dishes in the sink. I then put away the dishes that were hand washed. Next I pulled out what was going to be needed for dinner (which required fetching a hard to reach item far underneath in a cabinet) and started the water all boiling for corn on the cob and egg noodles. After shucking the corn, R came home.

I once again thought about how he comes home and parks it on the couch. Granted the man said he'd take the dogs out and OFTEN helps out in the kitchen, but I was like Grr. That man is going to do SOMETHING aside from sit on the couch tonight! So I followed him into the laundry area and was like "Can you open a bottle of wine? I walked the dogs tonight as well as did everything else, I think it's the least you can do!"

Um. What? haha. Sometimes I really wonder about me. Anywho - he was like sure and opened it. I then said I was going outside to smoke before I blew a gasket. So I did, I came back in and I was F-I-N-E fine. No issues about anything any longer. I hate it. that is the WORST part of quitting smoking. R told me later that night that he was expecting me to be a lot worse, so he was pleasantly surprised. I am a lucky girl.

In other news, I think I need to get my tiny condo fumigated. I have killed 3 spiders in the past 2 days, along with the millions R has killed. I am quite sick of the freakin creatures to be perfectly honest. This morning one died by garbage disposal - which I left running for about ten minutes. I was putting that hard to reach dish away and of course everything came flying out from it's place and crashed down... I was moving a bread pan and saw a spider running around in it. I of course flipped the f out and dropped it in the sink - the spider had a nice bath til I dumped it and turned on the disposal. R came out after his shower and was like what are you doing??? since the disposal had been running awhile... I explained and he chuckled. I wanted to be sure that the spider fell into the disposal and wasn't hanging on to the sink wall.

Anywho...

I think I want to talk to a life coach or something. I want to get out of admin. I hate it and my miserable existence here. But this is not news.

HAPPY TUESDAY!