I am not going in to work today. You all know I share the bad with the good, and right now its about as bad as it could get. I don't want to go into details, I don't want to hurt anyone further. In a nutshell here is what happened. Someone I once called a friend turned on me in a most vicious way with devastating results. I am sure they would want to know their plan was a success. I just cannot for the life of me understand what they got out of it. Was I too happy in my new life?
A few people have told me to take this to the police, that it constitutes harassment. I am thinking about it. It will involve printing out alot of 'evidence'. I just don't know what to do. Mostly I am thinking I will just leave it alone. I don't want to cause harm to anyone, no matter what has been done to me.
Today I will spend the day with my Kota, playing with his Christmas toys. He got this neat fire truck play set that I think we will set up in the living room today. We will use our imaginations and play and I will enjoy every minute.
Today is also the anniversary of when my Dad passed away. It's been 6 years now. If I am feeling better tonight, I will drink a toast in his honor. And ask him to watch over me and help me through this situation.