This is a time of sadness for us. My son has a large tumor
in his colon that the Dr. is afraid is malignant. My father
died with prostate cancer that spread to his bones. I have
a very heavy heart. He is scheduling a cat scan to see if
it has spread to other parts of his body as I write this.

Please send good thoughts and prayers our way. Whatever your
belief system sanctions. He has a young family. His girls
are fourteen and nine.

I am doing all of the things that I usually do but I feel
like I am in a stupor. I made fudge and scrubbed the floor
and changed the bed but it didn't cancel out the heaviness
in my heart.