Well it's a girl! I guess I will have at least 11 years of sanity before she drives me right out of my mind. Me and the man found out today. She is huge and doing good.

I had forgotten how pregnant women are treated. It is fantastic. I am now on the top of the food chain. Chairs are given up and doors are opened. It is really the best. I take no offence to the little extras strangers offer because of my condition. Pour it on I can take it.

People like to touch the belly and I don't mind. Where I grew up if you did not touch a pregnant woman you will give them ojo (the evil eye) and they will get sick. Then you gotta get an egg, glass of water and prayers to get rid of it. So I would rather just deal with a little groping from strangers. It is kinda nice you know my libido is way up.

I had this dream the other night:

I was in Seattle with my mother and sister Moses. They left me behind somewhere and I felt like a little kid left at the grocery store. I sat on a bench and started to cry.

This extremely tall black man in a suit and tie walked up to me and started to rub my back and he said "If you loved your self, I would have loved you." Then he just walked away.

I sat there for a while thinking about what he said and then I got up and decided I had to find him. I started walking all over the city into some really scary places and some really nice places.

I never found him but kept searching until I woke up.

Well I need to make dinner now.