I have lost a total of seventeen pounds! The world has not ended and I have only verbally attacked the total of thirty two people and one box of donuts.
Fifteen grams or less of sugar is what I am allowing myself. I had to nap daily and and stay out of public for the first two weeks, but now I think I am okay.
I was asked to audition for a spot on Nickelodeons Nick Moms Night Out. It was awesome. I think I nailed it, but I won't know for a few weeks. The executive producer said my performance was "AWESOME"... That was enough for me. These people know I exist and what I do on stage, if I don't get a spot my heart won't be broke. So I say...
It has been hard work man! Trying to find the balance of motherhood and my dream has been tricky. I don't want my dream to become their nightmare. I want us all to have it all.
The next few months I am going to be running and running and running. I try to only perform every other weekend. I am on "The Angry Moms of Comedy Tour" so I will be doing more and traveling farther. We take the tour national in May.
Success is sweet and scary all at the same time. When I get trapped in my head stressing out I try to remind myself of how life use to be. I remember the struggle of single motherhood. I remember not having a car or firewood and the year me and the kids got gifts from the Salvation Army for Christmas. I remember shut off notices and three day eviction papers.
So yes with all that said I sit here today a happy woman living the dream.