Last night, I ate a nice meal--not too much, not too little. I was satisfied. I then went to the basement and walked around for 15', as recommended by those in the know.
Niney minutes later (8:30), I had some dessert (a yellow cake choc chip bar with ice cream) and a half cup of coffee.
30' later I nibbled on some peanuts. Soon thereafter, I chewed on some dehydrated apple slices. At 10:00 I had to have my salt fix, so I ate some corn chips. Then before I brushed my teeth, I ate a piece of dark chocolate.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME??? I couldn't stop snacking! And this happens on a regular basis.
Well, I read in this morning's newspaper that I'm not the only person that does this. Biologically, my snacking habit is wired into my brain. I'm driven to nibble into the evening.
All my life, I've convinced myself that I have strong willpower--a self-control hubris that I could handle temptations. Wrong. I've been deluding myself.
According to the article, the brain's pleasure pathway leading toward an immediate reward is stronger than willpower. It's the fudge vs. broccoli choice. Guess which wins? It's like we have no control.
"Just how that bit of happiness (fudge) turns into a habit involves a pleasure-sensing chemcal named dopamine. It conditions the brain to want that reward again and again--reinforcing the connection each time--especially when it gets the right cue from your environment."
I'm not sure what that cue is. Perhaps it's inactivity, sitting in front of the television with a book in my lap. Maybe it's simply having the snacks within arm's reach. Whatever it is, I can't seem to help myself.
This dopamine thing is my devil. Yes, I exercise a lot--and for good reason! I can't stop snacking. True, I'm thin. But it's not from self-control on my eating habits! I work very hard at keeping my waistline slim, body trim. "I'm in great shape for the shape I'm in". But something's gotta give.
Rationalizing that my snacks--dark chocolate, apples, salty chips, peanuts--are good for me, is not healthy choice.
Hence, a new New Years Resolution: STOP THE SNACKING!
We'll see who wins the battle, but I'm determined.
make your largest meal earlier in the day, but I find that I can't
eat much for breakfast or I feel sick, and eating a larger lunch
doesn't stop me from having a larger supper... Tonight, I've eaten
a handful of dark chocolate covered almonds with my red wine. At
least it's mostly healthy.