We went to a Catholic mass tonight. I grew up Catholic and for baptismal reasons I wanted to attend mass. Ron is Methodist so we went to a Methodist church last week. Soooo I am conflicted.
We want to get Skylar baptized.
The Methodist church we attended seemed very lax and not very ritualistic or formal. Being Catholic I guess I'm biased in that mass is very ritualistic and organized and structured. Watching a lady play a gold guitar while singing about God just seemed highly odd! But that's not the point of this...
I was drawn in to Catholic mass by the Priest talking about people losing their direction in life etc. then he Totally lost me when he started taking about the law passed in the Supreme Court this week. And how the Parrish shouldn't support it because God doesn't. And how life begins at conception and any Catholic elected official who doesn't vote Catholic is blasphemous. Um yeah. I am all for homosexuals having the same legal rights as heterosexual couples. Why not? Isn't love love? Oh, after talking about blasphemy he went on about kindness and charity ... But that just couldn't connect in my head after the speech on homosexuals. Didn't God create them? Does God make mistakes? I don't think so.
I don't know. I've spent about 20 years away from organized religion, but I do want Skylar baptized. But right now trying to find the right fit is tough..... I just couldn't believe what was said tonight - although I know it was difference in belief that steered me away to begin with- but it's also so comforting to me because its known and structured and just seems REAL...
Just a vent. I'm curious to see what is said, if anything, in the Methodist church tomorrow morning....