For all those who are feeling so lonely that it hurts unexplainably, for you and for I...I pray
I turn to You as my source of strength when I feel so alone. I think of Christ and know that the loneliness He felt in Gethsemane and on the cross must have been far greater than I feel now. Still, I find my feelings difficult to bear.
Thank You for being so accessible and understanding. Help me to overcome my isolation and to reach out to others once again.
In Christ’s name, Amen.
I need help and I'm reaching out. I'm feeling at that point. The point where I beg, cry and give away all the pride and self respect I have just so I don't have to be alone anymore.
I don't know if I can do it. I know that 2 months isn't long in the spectrum of life but it feels like an eternity.
I am physically ill will sadness, lonliness and anxiety. I couln't hold anything down until dinner. I've taken 2 anxiety pills. I've called my sister. My parents are home. I found some comfort in that and then there were the newness reminders where mom slipped twice in conversation implying that I had a husband. I was so sad. It was my sister, her sister in law, my mom and myself with the kids of course. I was the only singlet. I always have done things backwards. When I was married and had kids, all my friends were single. Now I'm single and everyone I know is happily married.