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Everything Reminds Me of When

I really pray that tomorrow once I'm back at school and have started a routine, I will feel better.

Because guys...I know my posts have been negative and I'm barely even posting because I'm feeling even worse. I'm sleeping too much again even on these sunny 70 degree days. I'm crying non-stop, my stomach is upset, my mouth is dry and pasty.

Everything reminds me of "when I used to have a husband"

I never imagined how bad this would bother me. I guess some days I did and that is partially why I stayed so long, but I miss being somebody's other half.

posted on Apr 20, 2008 7:41 PM ()

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comment by carrryon on Oct 26, 2008 10:44 PM ()

Don't be scared to let yourself cry, Gwen. We're all here to listen and we never get sick of it.

comment by janetk on Apr 22, 2008 6:08 AM ()

I understand how you feel, I really do. In time, you will understand all your feelings, too. It's when you will be looking back on all of this. For now, though, you just have to hang in there and keep trying...no, not trying...doing! It won't be easy, but it will get easier.

comment by donnamarie on Apr 21, 2008 11:04 PM ()

I know it's hard...there is a saying in AA...it's fake it till you make it....sometimes you just have to do that.. *hugs*

comment by elfie33 on Apr 21, 2008 12:13 PM ()

This is a very tough time.

comment by kristilyn3 on Apr 21, 2008 7:09 AM ()

Just hang in there sweet girl. You will find your other half one of these days, just give yourself some time. Just remember all of the reasons for leaving--what you endured was emotional abuse. Look at your avatar--just follow the rainbow--you are beginning a new journey, throw out the old baggage and get some new and begin to enjoy the new road that you are taking.

comment by angiedw on Apr 21, 2008 1:44 AM ()

comment by strider333 on Apr 20, 2008 7:55 PM ()

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