I did so much running around today that I really have amazed myself. I guess I do see my energy level rising as I have to spend less energy on the negativity and conflict. I got five hours sleep. When I was living home I was in a bad habit of sleeping for 45 mins. of my 1 hr. 15 min. break between schools. Now I accomplish things- today more than ever.
I dropped Kev off to my sis and brought Riss to school. I taught for 3 hours and during my break I: went to my bank, went to my sisters bank, opened up a new account, went to the house for a paper I forgot, tried to drop off my park application but she wasn't there and then went back to school.
After 8th period and before picking up Riss from school I: got gas, went grocery shopping, dropped off the park application and returned my sis' debit card.
So now I have a couple of hours before picking Kev up who has bowling club today.
I'm feeling similar to last night. Mournful...and lonely too. It's not that I'm missing my marriage but I am just feeling rather empty.
Thank God for my kids and my job that keep me busy and my mind occupied.