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Me and Honey broke up a couple days ago. It's been a LONG time coming and something I have been very stressed about lately. Also, part of my long non-posting time here. I was very depressed about it knowing it was coming and knowing it was going to be hard. Mostly on her. I have been ready to end it for quite some time but she just kept begging me to give her another chance. And I was stupid enough to believe she would change over and over again.
See I really believe she has a chemical imbalance of some sort cause when she PMS's she is one MEAN bitch. And for the longest time, I would just brush it under the rug and try to just stay out of her way when she was like that. But then it got to the point where her PMS would last weeks instead of days and I was having a harder time to just let things go. I had asked her several times to get some help and deal with her emotions but she never did.
So I kicked her out.
I'm not sure how I am going to afford to be single but I am looking for some roommates to supplement the housing cost and that will help.
And it feels SOOOO GOOD! I feel like for the past 5 years, I was pretending to be who she wanted me to be and now FINALLY, I get to me the real me again.
I missed me. A LOT.
Sounds like this is a good move you made and it was unhealthy for both of you.