I forgot to mention that the other day when I was freaking out over my life and lack of funds that R told me that it was just a matter of time. I was like til what??? I won't be broke while working 3 jobs??? He then said once his barn and land sells he plans on buying a house himself and then I wouldn't have to worry about rent anymore. I of course was an arse and was like "yeah but when will that happen, 2015??? By then my debt will be paid off." He said yeah, and think of how wonderful it will be. HAHAHA He's so good. BUT in all reality we're hoping for a couple more years til we can go far far away and do the doggie day care thing. It seems SO far away, but at least it's something to look forward to...

I will be talking to a temp agency today. Key things I am going to ask is if they offer insurance, I am going to make sure they know my salary requirements can't dip below what I make now, and also some general things I am looking for. We shall see! I am not super hopeful but I am not overly concerned at the moment about it. They can look and if anything comes their way that fits what I am looking for I can decide then, right? Right. And if I need to put notice in today due to craziness I can, because I know I can get by with temping til something else comes along.

It's good to have options. I think that makes all the difference in the world! I just can't loose sight of that... hehehe

In other news, I am getting my hair done on Saturday. That usually indicates a date night for R and I. On Tuesday we sat and looked at our individual budgets. We make A LOT of money together (thanks to him) and yet we are both losing money each month. HOW THE HELL IS THAT POSSIBLE??? Well, for him it's the new mortgage while trying to live the old lifestyle of going out and spending frivolously. For me it's my old debt, and I wonder if it will ever go away, that and the astronomical rent. Bleh. SOOO after all that I thought we had decided we weren't going to go out much anymore - for a while.

Well, Saturday evening is the Jets game -I am HOPING that my Brett makes an appearance and I also want to get a feel for that team to see how they are. Soooo thinking that we were staying home I asked SB if she wanted to come over then asked my friend K the same, since K is a Packers fan as well. So I mention that they were coming over to watch the game, and now R is talking about going out. SERIOUSLY? I was a bit peeved about it last night - mostly because it's my AWESOME hair day and I am going to sit home because I thought that's what we were doing these days, and now he's going out. He also told me that he can go out for cheap by himself, whereas me and my wine habit is a bit pricier. AS IF! Well yeah it's true but still. How rude! By the end of the night I was like yeah, go out if ya want, I understand, but I am pissed cuz it's gonna be my good hair day wasted. hehe. I also said he should take me out for an early dinner since he was going out. I am so bad.

BUT ANYWAYS! Happy Thursday people!