I know I shouldn't envy others...

People have a lot going on under the surface and while it may look like others have it MUCH better, they probably don't in all aspects.

But... I envy...

- people who can go into work late without repercussion
- people who can leave work early on a whim
- people who get Federal holidays off
- people who are not an admin biotch and have a REAL career
- people who win 100k in the lottery like my co-worker did yesterday
- people who were smart enough not to get into credit card debt
- people who don't work 3 jobs just to scrape by
- people who have more than 2 weeks vacation for an entire 52 weeks
- people who truly have a passion for their work
- people who work from home full time or can sometimes

I could go on and on. I am hoping and praying for an open position with a local animal help group. Again. I talked with R and even if it's less money (which it will be) he said we would work something out to make it work because it would be an opportunity I couldn't pass up. I called them at lunch today and got voicemail so I am hoping and praying that they call me back.

I am feeling stuck. Per usual. Stuck in this hellascious job. Stuck in this EXPENSIVE area cuz of the condo and R's barn. Stuck working 9-5:30 without the possibility of parole.

Stuck Stuck Stuck. Envious Envious Envious.

I need some of Mary's positivity to rub off on me.

At least tonight is wine night with SB. I need it. I truly do.