So R and I decided awhile ago to quit lighting up the smokes on November 3rd. Why this date? Because it's a month after my b-day and for some reason it seemed decent. haha

I am nervous yet I feel ready for it. I remember being in my FIRST quitting smoking class and the instructor dude was like - it's like losing a best friend when you quit. At first I thought the dude was on crack, but then I thought about it and there is truth in that statement. What do I do when I am alone at the bar waiting on someone? I light up. My smoke keeps me company. What do I do when I am sad and crying? I light up and I feel better. What do I do when I need a break at work? I take my friend upstairs and we escape. There are many situations like this. Sounds strange to non smokers I am sure, but I see the truth in it. I am nervous about losing it.

But I am also ready to change. I am 34 and not getting any younger. I want to start working out again without fear that my lungs are going to die. I want to not REEK every moment of every day. Things I look forward to.

I have been applying like a mad woman to positions this week. I applied for about 15 on Monday and 5 more today. Something. Has. Got. To. Give.

Seriously.

I am looking forward to tomorrow at 5:30 to start the weekend. It should be yet another good one! I have the whole weekend off which is fantabulous indeed!

Happy Thursday people!