Just when I had written about how dark everything seemed, I ended up having one of the best nights ever last night! I brought my daughter to dance and then to drop my son off to my ex. He was late again, working. Okay as much as I'm tempted to go off on a negative tangent about him- I'm not going to do it. This was a blog about my happy night!

I went to my sister's work, where she is house and dog sitting for the owner of the kennel. This woman is also one of my sister's best friends and loves for her to have people over. Her house is inexplicably huge and beautiful. We went in the hot tub, drank some wine, laughed, talked and I helped her take care of the puppies and the dogs in the kennel. I didn't go home until after 10:30 and it was so great to not be sitting here mourning him.

I am also becoming more sure that another one of my prayers have been answered. I think I've found someone who has gone through this journey of divorce and is so much like me..that it's scary. So far we've exchanged about ten long, heart-felt, amazing e-mails.