I've been trying to write a blog for a while now and since every time it started with me being down on myself, I decided not to write. I've been having a few blah days in a row, but am determined not to let myself slip any further. So I thought maybe I could think of some things I could do this year that would make 2011 a great year.

I want to try something I've never done before.

Maybe Zumba...
Or some art or craft I've never tried...


I want to give myself credit for small changes I've made in 2010 and continue to improve in these areas.

I want to find something that I can feel like "hey I'm really good at that".

I'm really hoping this will have something to do with a new job/career that is hopefully in store in 2011...

I want to make at least one step towards a more secure financial future for the kids and I.

Obviously at this point it means...a job

I want to work on one or two traits that I consider character flaws in hopes that one day I will be someone I can say I'm happy and comfortable to be.

1. Patience...I've come a long way but am so far from being patient enough to keep me calm...

2. Be more positive

Try to get out and do something every day

Visit with people more (I spend way too much time hiding away...although with this too I have improved so much over the past year or so)

I think that's enough for now to stay managable.