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The Weekend (lol)
Friday night G and both of his kids came over for pizza and movies. G brought 2 kid/family movies and I made chocolate chip cookies for dessert. We settled into "Underdog" after eating and the kids were all restless. Finally they all reluctantly shared they wanted to go outside because it was still light out! LOL Too cute! It was really still awesome though because they all actually played together and interacted on a real level instead of just sitting in the living room watching a movie. And in the meantime G and I sat and laughed to the kid movies without the kids. They stayed pretty late and all the kids were tired, but still having so much fun. So far all the kids really like each other! (Thank You)
Saturday (my new favorite day of the week)
I arrived to G's house pretty stressed out because of a heated conversation with the ex. He's really putting the pressure on my emotionally right now. I was very upset and didn't want to let it affect our evening. We talked and talked about this problem like the best friends we are. He forever has the wisest things to say and is so compassionate and loving as he strokes my hair and puts his arm around me. Before long, I honestly forgot I had even felt like that. The whole world seems at peace when we're together. (Thank You)
G and I are on very tight, not quite fitting budgets and you know what? We need not spend money to make a dreamy weekend. All I need is to be in his presence. We went over to his parents house and I met his Dad for the first time and we had tea with his Mom again. I think this is just so great. It reminds me of times in my past: Like going to my Gram's to have tea; to my Aunt Ida's to have tea or just sitting with my Mom drinking a cup of tea. I stopped enjoying a hot cup of tea about eleven years ago. Warm, relaxing, tea which brings me back to some of the comforts of my youth. I've re-found having a cup of tea with family
and I'm happy again. I feel safe again. I feel like I'm home again. (Thank You)
After his parents house we went back to his house. We stayed up most of the night taking, loving, cooking breakfast before we went to sleep. I slept safe in his arms all night, never waking until about eight the next morning. Even without my doggies (don't worry, Sis had them) I slept like an angel wrapped in love. (Thank You)
Morning came and the sun shone through the window as a nice, cool breeze came in the window. We cuddled there and talked some more until almost ten when we got up and drank coffee together. Not wanting the moment to end, we both kept gravitating back to each other with kisses and warm
embraces. (Thank You)
Eventually it was time to go get my kids. It may have looked like I drove off in my Chevy but I really floated on Cloud Nine. We weren't apart an hour when we were back on the phone and planning our meeting time for the day. This was Sunday, the day he planned to meet my Grand parents. (Thank You)
Like everyone else so far, they absolutely loved him. Gram invited us to come have tea with her and the look in her eye just made my heart melt. I can't wait to go have tea with her. It is so incredible that I can actually be close to my family again. It is wonderful to be able to spend time with the man I love and my family all at the same time and have it be enjoyable rather than feel like a stressful chore. (Thank You)
I really never knew how much I was missing out on. I really never knew that a love like this could exist. I never planned to fall so fast and so hard. And I have no fear of it! It feels so right. (Thank You)
And then came Sunday night and then Monday morning. I was bringing my son to his Dad's on the way to work and he says to me "Mom, I wish Dru (G's son) was my brother." (Thank You)
Don't wake me if I'm dreaming.
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