The instructors at class call me Miss Mary. While I know it is out of respect, it makes me feel old. Especially when I was being trained by the 14 yr old black belt instructor. That kid is amazing! I also am finding I don't like being a white belt. For the simple fact that it feels like they are drawing straws as to who is going to instruct us. We had 4 white belts last night. I believe the oldest was 11 yrs old, not counting me. LOL I did learn my defensive moves last night though. My partner was the 11 yr old. He was supposed to punch me in the ribs, his aim was a little high and I got it in the boob. Yeah, I said something like, that was a boob not be confused with my ribs which are much lower. I thought the instructor was going to explode trying to hide his laughing. I was really tired yesterday so I did not have as good a class as I normally do. Plus I have alot on my mind and could not really concentrate on what I was doing.
I have just been really out of it lately. I am really in need of this vacation we have coming up! I just need to get away and be silly and not have a schedule to stick to.
Since school has been out I notice a big change in how Kota acts. He is back to that loving little boy. I can't tell you how many times a day he tells me loves me. And that is the best thing to hear as a mom. I also think a big part is having his big brother back home. He really missed him alot. So kota's world is all in order.
Now if I could just get myself back to normal.