I guess the older I get the less I want to question life, I mean why ask questions to things you know the answers to. Two facts are inescapable..we live we die, and in between we bide our time. For the last few days I have found myself neither happy nor sad, preferring to exist in a neutral state of mind. Sort of my approach I took when it came to school, I knew what I had to do to get by and that's all I did...no more no less. So now I find myself in the same situation and I have adapted the same mindset to deal with the situation, I assume it''s a defense against having to actually deal with things. As I sit here typing I think about what is on my schedule for today, tasks I need to accomplish..things to get done. Nothing pressing..nor stressing, just the usual assortment of jobs and tasks before me.