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So yesterday I was truly dragging at work, then on top of that my contacts were driving me bonkers so I truly looked like a crack head. Good times.

I was a bit peeved cuz I knew that last night was the final retirement party for my (former) boss and I knew it was going to be a late-ish night, when really all I wanted was my bed, but then I found out there would be cocktails there so my attitude changed immediately. I was happy to be going to the party! haha My co-worker and I had fun and it ended up going til about 8. Cool deal.

So I have been talking to trainers, one is pals hubby and the other is a behaviorist I once took Kraymer to. I am getting excited, because both of them have also recommended reading as much as I can and then trying to teach shelter puppies, which is where the motivation originally came from! It's affordable and I can do it. I also signed up for a couple of free classes in February about training fearful dogs and training dogs who just don't care. hahaha That last one should be interesting!

So I have also been thinking - if I am giving a training class down the line - I will most likely be speaking to a bunch of people with their dogs. I HAVE THE LARGEST FEAR OF PUBLIC SPEAKING!!! I absolutely hate it and have taken lower grades in classes before to get out of giving them. So that kinda makes me think - what the hell am I thinking??? But then I think about what I really want to do (if I still can't work for the Farm Sanctuary) - which is be a behaviorist (mucho dinero) and that would be just me and the owner going over what to do with the dog. Soooo who knows.

Happy Wednesday people. 3 more days til FREEDOM! haha