I am really and truly trying to make an effort to think positive. Really and truly. It is hard sometimes. Many times. But I am trying.

I am lucky that my job pays decently. It certainly isn't enjoyable in the least, but it pays decently. I call this place "15 minutes" now. That way I am not saying anything TRULY negative, but it reminds me that I need to move on when I can.

Speaking of moving on, I have made a rule for myself that I must apply to at least 2 jobs per night. It's been said that looking for a job is a job in itself - and I would have to agree - but this new technology age does make it easier. Once my profile is set up on a site it's MUCH easier to proceed quickly in the application process. Anywho. It's a goal that I have been reaching nightly!

My mother also pointed out that right now I am struggling to make it to happier times. I am struggling, that's for sure, and I am trying to keep in mind that in about 3 years I should be out of debt. I think. I actually just made that number up - but it's a goal. I am working to attain my goal in a quicker manner and not add to it. Right? Right.

I am a lucky girl to have family that totally cares about me, I have my R, I have my dawg who I love and he has a friend as well... The four of us are our own pack and it's fun! I have great friends who also totally help with the hard times...

Soooo wish me luck in keeping it positive. :0) This morning I said to R - may your day be full of sunshine and roses - instead of my usual - I hope today isn't as bad as I think it will be. So that's improvement hey? hehehe

Happy Thursday people!