People at work are bugging me today for no apparent reason. Good times! Today is a day I am best left alone I think. Dayum work and all the crap it puts on me and the way it owns me. Grrrr

R is probably going out for "goodbye" cocktails with his co-workers tonight so when I get home it will be me and the boys. That will be cool. AND last night he started to say that if his co workers do in fact take him out that he would be home by 9ish. I looked at him and I said I will not expect you at all, I will maybe see ya Friday morning (sometimes he's up before I leave, sometimes not) so that was that. Let's hope my brain stays with that philosophy, as it should.

R decided to rent a car for our trip to NY as a b-day present to himself. This is cool, we both have small cars, and the boys will have a little extra room in the back seat, but it's a full size car which to me means more gas money out the window. He wanted to do it and I think we will be more comfortable overall, but I honestly can't afford gas for my own car all the time, let alone a full size!! At least it's not an SUV I guess!!!

I have a headache. I want my bed. I want to be thin again. I want this to happen now. I have decided that once we are back from the lake we are buckling down. Well, I am at least and R says he wants to lose a few pounds too, although to me he's perfect just how he is. I need to start walking, start being a nazi about my food intake again. No more nibbles here and there... Healthy, low fat or no fat!!!

Ah life... such a wonderful experience for the working, isn't it? Mundane, frustrating, annoying, crappy 40 hours a week of being owned. Do this, do that, you did this wrong (aka not MY way) Isn't it lovely?

Yeah, I need to be left alone today! hahaha

Happy Thursday!