I am still here, dealing with stuff. I don't feel too bad right now. Although Kota had an in school suspension today. A kid was calling him names and kota swung his bookbag at him.
So I told kota, from now on say something nice to the person. Like, thats a cool shirt you're wearing! I like your shoes! You have a pretty smile! I told him as long as he continues to lose his temper, they will continue to taunt him. The thing is, when he is away from his class, he gets all his work done and they have no problems with him. Ugh! Its not like I can afford to get him a private tutor to teach him. He is going to have to learn how to deal with kids.
tomorrow is friday, so I will have made it through another week. Two weeks of school left. Thank you for all of your prayers and encouragement. I will return to my usual self one day. But I don't want to just write when things are so bad and write about all the bad things kota is doing. I just love that kid so much and it hurts so bad to see him struggling.
At the end of the day I am just exhausted from the stress. I have been trying to find a tai chi instructor around here but no luck so far. The hospital offers it for cancer patients but thats all I have found so far. I think something like that would help me alot.
peace love and happiness