The sun is shining and that makes everything l00 percent
better. All those gray days are only made bearable by
a roaring fire in the fireplace. I may even garner the
ambition to rake leaves today.

I went to the commissary today and bought 3 bottles of
Harbour Mist moscato in the strawberry/mango flavor.
Sure it tastes like soda pop but l love it unashamedly.

Last night we went to the highschool and watched the
beauty pageant that Adrienne was in. She didn't win but
She had already gotten second runner up to the homecoming
queen. I was shocked to see how overweight a lot of the
girls were and how skimpy their formals were.

I am coping pretty well I think. Grief comes in waves and
sometimes I feel devastated by it. Other times, I am
distracted by the ordinarey every day tasks. Bobby's
birthday is going to be hard. It is the 8th of Feb. My
sister is going to take Ted and I out to lunch on that day to distract us,