Oh God I love that baby! I love all of my kids but when you can hold their entire foot in the palm of your hand that is the best. I love to look at her looking at me, it is almost as good as looking at the man looking at her while she looks at him. It is very sweet.

I love the way she smells and the way it feels to take long naps with her after our daily wife swap marathon. I like to dress her up even if we are home all day. I look like a bag lady but she looks like a little angle.

I love it when we are all at home and I can look at a room full of me. All my creations with little faces that have matching eyes. I feel pretty full.

How strange is life? My wildest dreams have come true. It is almost too good. It makes me fear death and natural disasters. I own flash lights and fire extinguishers. I wear my seat belt and drive defensively. It is really not like me.

Motherhood...