One Messed Up Life

Thank you for sharing that personal painful story! I myself completely understand more than i can express! This will and should help others ! You are a strong woman and you should be proud of yourself!

Good luck on that video - I would like to see some nice nature pictures! I am so new to this computer that my son shows me how!

It is beautiful! I liked it!

What I think of first is the children walking home from school and the buses! What a shame to have to be drunk any time of the day but to put others at risk is sick!

Each day is a new day! You got your hair done - must look and feel wonderful! How about a new outfit? If your like me money is tight- but there is always "clearance"! Time makes it feel better- I won't say time heals all wounds because its been years and mine are still there- hidden but there. Don't put yourself down - it took two of you together to do this! Look in your children's eyes and then say your not lovable - you are loved and lovable

Take a breathe and look at yourself in the mirror- see how strong and beautiful you really are. When I went through this I wanted to be by myself- the sad thing is I stayed that way - I enjoy being alone now. I loved to take walks- I choose to read- can you find something anything that could help you get through the day? I hope you can! I wish I had more advice but you need to be strong and find your own path -make sure you keep communicating your feelings don't hold any hurt/anger back!

Wow what a beautiful blanket! Someday I am going to learn - what a wonderful gift!

Everyday is a new day! I now see where I went wrong- but I hope to learn something everyday! Thank You

That was beautiful- I really enjoy reading your poems!

You make it sound easy - as I was reading it - i thought nope I couldn't do it!

I hope you live a happy and healthy full life. I ll check next year!

Are you dumb for caring and wanted to be cared about- NO! Don't put yourself down for him not caring about your feelings- and obviously he didn't if he knows that you receive the bill. I know people say this all the time and it really doesn't make sense but "it does get better". Give your self a moment to cry - it will take awhile to get over the hurt- but in time your heart heals- never forgets- but heals!

Thanks for the information- right now with these gas prices I myself try not to drive any place! I combine all my trips!

Sounds like you want to be on your own- but are scared to be alone! After I left my husband it was extremely difficult for me - (the alone part) but I found things that would occupy my time- it was painful but I survived! Relax - and take a deep breath and do what you really feel is right for you!

Great pictures!