Last night R and I stayed up WAY to late talking. WAY to late. 2ish I believe. I am mucho tiredo.

The subject was living at the barn. The co-owner, we'll call him J, has his gf living at the barn rent free. I was like I would like to live rent free, let's move to the barn. He doesn't want to because he knows i am not their biggest fans and he thinks I would be miserable. Granted it wouldn't be the happiest living arrangement, but living for free in a mansion with tons of land? Ummmm a trade off indeed but might be well worth it. I could quit my job and find a new one closer to the barn, rent my condo and then just pay the difference and, best part, save money and LIVE RENT FREE. He's just not willing to go there.

It irks me that he lets this happen. Rent free. Why is she so lucky? It's annoying. AND the best part IMHO is that she is bringing her dog there to live as well. One of the main reasons that R wasn't moving out there was because J didn't want Tucker in the house due to the gorgeous wood floors and such. But his gf can bring her dog in the house and that's A-OK. Annoying.

I am tired and cranky and annoyed. We went out to a bar last night with a couple of his friends, it was a lot of fun but at the end of the night his friend was talking to him about the barn and how he's getting hosed on the deal. AMEN BROTHER! Alas, R is too nice and these things don't bother him. At all. I hafta let it go but man, it's like a carrot on a stick dangling before my eyes - rent free? Why can't it happen for me?

R assures me that if he buys a house I could live in it rent free. I told him to step it up and get to buying cuz I am ready.

Annoying.

I am going to be struggling to make it through this day. Seriously. I hope I don't snap at my boss. Hell, then maybe we'd HAVE to live at the barn. hehehe

Happy flippin Friday people. I am bitter today indeed.