and my son is going back to his Dad's....

He misses his dad....

I ,once again, cannot comfort him.
I'm not what he wants.
I lay with him, rub his back, read to him...
Earlier I offered to play games with him...

Between work and home lately, I'm really beginning to think I suck with kids. I always wanted to be a mom and I'm really blowing this job!

Car broke down today...
Stalled 6 times on my way to work...
Then died in a parking spot. But of course, I'm a traveling teacher, so I had to find a fix so I could go to the next school in a couple of hours.

My ex thankfully came and put oil in it. Tonight I went and got the oil changed and fuel system cleaned out, but I was told I have a "big oil leak".

Somethings gotta give soon...