It's way too late. I should totally be asleep and I'm not going to want to go to work tomorrow...

However...I must get this out ...

I went into a dreaded meeting today expecting to be laid off due to budget cuts (it's been all in the newspaper). But instead (I still don't understand)....I'm being bullied, forced into resigning my position. There is no reason. I've got a completely clean file and great observations. It's due to budget cuts yet for some reason it's benefitting him if I resign.

He was very degrading and talked down to me and my 2 union reps sat silent like good, little school children. He said "You can resign. I won't contest your unemplyment or I'll have to do it another way. I may have to start looking into some personal references and stuff. Don't try to fight me on this, because I will win."

I can't figure it out. I'm in shock. I'm sick. I half want to fight it , because I'm not a quitter!

And the other half wants to just say *F* it! I work too hard and give too much of myself in this field anyway. He wants me to resign. I'll resign. But not at the end of the year. No, in the 30 day mandatory notification period!

How I get through tomorrow will be a miracle....
The same way I got through today...