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Because it Helps

I might continue blogging, only because it does help me. It helps me to write down how I feel, acknowledge my feelings and allow myself to feel that way. Today is a bad day. I took care of the house though so it won't be sold on thursday.
this constant struggle to hold on to the house, figure out how to buy groceries, worry about my family, its taking its toll. Yesterday was such a good day, I got so many things done, cooked a great dinner, enjoyed family time. Every night I am waking up around 4 in the morning. My mind just won't shut off. I lay there, listening to the silence, the deceptiveness of peace. My mind whirls with thoughts, plans, numbers. I can't even come out to the computer to wile away the hours before dawn. The water bed sprung a leak so hubby is sleeping on the couch and I am sleeping in Kota's room. but thats how my life is right now. disjointed confused nothing in its place. I will get through this, I always do. I need to allow myself to feel this way. I need to find a place to hide just for the day. I will retreat back to bed and pray no bad dreams come.

posted on Feb 5, 2008 8:10 AM ()

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selling the house? What? I guess I really missed a lot hey?
comment by kristilyn3 on Feb 7, 2008 2:34 PM ()
As the featured user it is time to cheer up! As you are quite fantastic!
comment by mmmhollywould on Feb 5, 2008 7:02 PM ()
I'm so sorry to hear of all this misfortune your having Mary, I can't believe it - really. Hang in there - we're here for you when ever you need us. ((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))
comment by lynnie on Feb 5, 2008 4:51 PM ()
everyone deserves a poor me day!
comment by mmmhollywould on Feb 5, 2008 12:42 PM ()
Sounds pretty tough there.Hope for the best.
Good luck.
comment by fredo on Feb 5, 2008 10:11 AM ()
LOve you, sis.
comment by teacherwoman on Feb 5, 2008 9:59 AM ()
They do don't they? Even if it is getting the stress out or sharing the joy heck it even helps on the days I just want to do a poor me!
comment by mmmhollywould on Feb 5, 2008 9:21 AM ()
hang in there!
comment by raragoe on Feb 5, 2008 8:37 AM ()
comment by jondude on Feb 5, 2008 8:33 AM ()

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