
Ok, here is my new painting, called "Into My Heart." What does it mean? That I need to let more people into my life, my heart. I am such a recluse and that is not good. I allow Auxiliary members in- but only so far. They are prescribed relationships; professional as opposed to personal ones. I am not close to family, most of whom are not nice people, and after losing a few very good friends, I am afraid. I cannot bear more losses. Those are my reasons, my excuses. I must find a way to get past the fear and let people into my life and my heart again.