Since I am not prepared to post my painting, I thought I would share this with you.

My painting... a lot of work for something that will never be one of my best works; for something that will never mean anything to anyone but me. There are a lot of people in the background, mostly just faces and shoulders.I finally have them done. It was scary painting them over the first image because what if I screwed up? The first/main image is good. The second- all of the people- border on mediocre but they convey the idea. Actually, there is only one face that I do not like at all. The rest will do. Now, after investing three days into painting these faces, I have to "paint them out" again! They have to be faint, kind of ghostly because they are not really there.Again, I am faced with fear- what if I screw this process up? I never tried anything like this before.

So much for me fears and anxieties. Think maybe I need to seal and dispose of my bullshit bag by now? (Oh, I hope you can read it because I may no longer have the text on my PC.)