Alright, I am in "pissed off mode"! Not that mild chit, the super duper chit. The only reason I am writing, is to keep me "cool" for a few.

I am very "mild", but very direct also. I have no problem looking anyone in the eye, saying what I think. But also, my internal goal is to keep all "cool". No matter who I am talking too.

Roxann's son "Jeremy" mainly, has been pushing the envelope. I catch him in lies, I see what he does. He is 13, and doing everything he can behind our backs.

Now here is the issue. Roxann has caught him in alot. I have caught him in far more then she has. It's true. The problem is, we know he does stuff. I want him to know "I know" so he stops, she does too.. but doesn't back me. I buy him stuff, set up games, I do alot. But he NEEDS to respect me! I am not getting that help from Roxi. She tends to believe him over me. Or, maybe not. Maybe.. she just wants to be so much into her son, thats all that matters.

I threatened to leave today. I am super serious, if Jeremy cannot come to a point he doesn't lie, and listen. I am GONE. If Roxann cannot come to a point she "believes" me when I say what happened "I am GONE".

I feel I've always been good hearted. I also KNOW I've never lived a life of control. Nobody will control me, ever!! I am not controlled, but I understand respect. Listen to the "elders", all that. Right now Jeremy isn't.

To me, her son could get away with "murder" right now. She may complain a tad, lol.. thats it. She may hate me right now, but damn sure I mean what I say.

So what am "I" about? I am about "Freedom" with respect. You use freedom to be yourself, and respect others. If in someones house, you wipe your feet, or take off shoes. That's respect.

All I care is that Jeremy listens to me. He does the same to his mom.. just if I say something I am the bad dude. Fuck that chit. He will start listening, or I am gone. I will sort "legal" stuff later. Yes, Roxann will read this post later. I sure hope she knows I am serious! I love her, I love Jeremy. But damn sure I know some things need to be sorted fast!

When you read this Roxi... know I am serious! Have I ever been anything different????

Gary