I hope you are at peace.
My neighbor passed away very suddenly recently and we are all reeling from the shock. There are only 3 houses on our block, so we see each other often. Her oldest boy is 15 and he was my original pet sitter when we moved into this house. Her youngest boy is 10. She also leaves her husband and two cats. She was only 50 years old and they still don't know what she had.
I've been thinking about this song all day probably because it fits my mood.