So everything is suppose to be ok now? Um I don't know. I have just been going threw some soul searching with a pinch of withdraws. I am just not understanding a few things. Why do I have to be ok with this or that? Is it really ok? Is the monster gone or just hiding in the shadows of the back of the closet? Am I really the mother of this baby or of any of these animals? I think I need a DNA test.
My left foot has out grown my right! The swelling is making this very pronounced. I feel like a freak show. I big HOT sweaty mess dragging a foot fit for a clown shoe. Maybe I should You Tube it!
My mouth has been as big as that damn left foot lately! Wouldn't you know a perfect fit?
I came into some money. I hate it! Money makes me feel anxious and I feel like I have to get rid of it asap. I can't stop spending it. I won't feel normal until I am down to the bare bones, with any luck that should be at about 11:00 am tomorrow.
Well I guess I will get back to obsessing about the nothing and denying the something.