How the time flies. It feels like a lifetime sense I have written anything. Being the mother of four has been a challenge that should not be attempted by the faint of heart!

Yesterday was the first day of school. It went OK, but today is the first whole day. I can just be hope full, no phone calls. It is just so much, but that is enough about KIDS!

I love them, thats why I feed em, but come on it has been all about the kids all the time, I write to get away,but still there goes my mind "kids, kids and more mother f-ing kids!"

Sorry, but I feel as though I have been held captive in a sea of little people who I have to keep alive. It is fine, but I don't want to sit here and be that woman that complains about all her damn kids. I hate that lady!

Ok I think that is out of my system.

Nope I think there is more! Even though this house is empty I am sitting here and I swear any minute some kid is going to scream "I'm hungry"! I need some of those pet food dispensers.Set it up and never again will my life be interrupted with "I'M HUNGRY", again.

I know those poor kids, this woman is delusional! Not really. Don't worry I am fine. I am fine with my life being taken over and hung out to dry. I am really fine.

Maybe its the baby diaper fumes... Maybe it was my fourteen year old son telling me that "You guys are stingy!" Stingy? Why you ungrateful little son of a Witch! How dare you? After I not only feed you but also let you live in general with out many of the worlds troubles slamming you around!

So that's how it has been. I have been that lady. That damn lady and all of her kids.