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Life & Events > Dreaming of the Fox
 

Dreaming of the Fox

We all miss our beautiful fox, who is apparently no longer with us. He simply hasn't shown up here this year.

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But every so often I dream that he is back. The first one, it was early spring (in the dream) and the bushes had not leafed out, so I could see him walking on the river ice. I called to get his attention, but he didn't hear me, or ignored me.

The second was that I pulled into the yard, coming back from the store one day, and there was the fox, and he had been injured, but would recover. He was lying next to a large dog that was also road-weary.

Last night it was that the fox was in the back yard, and stood just like this:

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I rushed to get my camera to take a picture for you all, and had trouble getting it to work. Meanwhile, I was thinking about what was in the refrigerator that the fox would like. Goodness! I was so very excited because now I was sure he would be back for good.

But the fox didn't wait around for food. He dug some rags out of a hollow tree stump, draped them over himself, and ran off across the yard.

Dreams are not predictive, they are how our subconscious works out the inputs from our waking life, so I'm not sure how to interpret these dreams. But anyway, for those brief moments, at least in my mind, I'm happy to see our fox.

posted on July 13, 2013 8:34 AM ()

Comments:

I miss your fox too. Have you been to see our goose?
comment by boots586 on July 18, 2013 4:27 PM ()
No, I haven't been to see the goose yet. I'm trying to work up to going over there. I still shed a little tear when I think of how much we miss him, and don't want to get all emotional when I see him again. Maybe he'll be so obviously better off it will be okay.
reply by troutbend on July 18, 2013 5:28 PM ()
I'm sad the fox hasn't come around, she or he seemed like such a cool friend.
comment by kristilyn3 on July 17, 2013 10:22 PM ()
I looked forward to seeing him every day, planned leftovers for him, and made dinner rolls specially for him to take to his family. His absence has left a gap in our lives.
reply by troutbend on July 18, 2013 5:29 PM ()
Your dreams are your mourning. You have to process his loss. I am truly sad that he is gone.
comment by tealstar on July 15, 2013 8:40 AM ()
I agree. Reminds me of the dreams I had after my parents died.
reply by troutbend on July 18, 2013 5:32 PM ()
most unusual to have fox in your yard and there often ,,shame it looks like he;s gone
comment by kevinshere on July 14, 2013 1:24 AM ()
Once in awhile we hear of someone who had a pet fox, I was lucky to have his friendship.
reply by troutbend on July 18, 2013 5:33 PM ()
the fox touched all of us. maybe a new creature will adopt you this year.
comment by elkhound on July 13, 2013 5:14 PM ()
There was a marmot on the woodpile on July fourth, but we haven't seen him since. Oh! and a raven that comes around sometimes, but not overly friendly.
reply by troutbend on July 18, 2013 5:31 PM ()
I often wonder about the fox.
comment by jondude on July 13, 2013 1:56 PM ()
We'll never know what became of him unless by chance we were hiking up on the mountain and came across some evidence.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:30 PM ()
My heart is with him, wherever he is.
comment by marta on July 13, 2013 11:00 AM ()
Sometimes I think of him as having moved to a new home range, and doing well.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:31 PM ()
Well you could have sent him over to MY dreams!!!!
comment by greatmartin on July 13, 2013 9:55 AM ()
One time my cat transferred a dream to me.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:32 PM ()
A wild thing you got to trust you enough to walk into your yard and lie down like a pet dog -- he's encoded on your memory engrams. I like the part how he draped rags over himself for concealment. But to think he's like another fallen leaf in the forest now, probably, I hope another fox looking like him comes by.
comment by drmaus on July 13, 2013 9:41 AM ()
He must have had a family, and it would be so nice if they found their way here, but not likely because they lived about 10 minutes away at the speed a fox runs.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:35 PM ()
What a gorgeous fellow. I miss him too.
comment by steeve on July 13, 2013 9:19 AM ()
The other fox that came around last year wasn't nearly as good looking.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:34 PM ()
I miss your blogs about h im.
comment by elderjane on July 13, 2013 8:55 AM ()
I've thought about pretending that he's still coming around, and post the old pictures, three years' worth. Maybe I'll do that some time.
reply by troutbend on July 13, 2013 3:24 PM ()

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