I have a very bad problem! I'm a drunk! From 3 pm on Thursday I start drinking and I don't stop until I pass out on Sunday afternoon. I was so drunk yesterday, I blew an 8. something and the cop that had me do that said he didn't understand why I was still alive. I quit for a month and then someone came over and I thought I can do this, I'm destroying my world. I'm really scared guys!

You know who suffers the most? My hubby! Not Ra, he's my lifeline. But I am so nasty to the one person who loves me unconditionally. I took a long hard look at myself in the mirror this morning and I didn't like who I saw. I didn't recognize her. I really don't know who I am anymore. When did I cease to exist and this other person take over?

Happy Cooking,
Barbara