I think all the day to day things just got to me and I broke. I'm going to make it. I have a counseling session this afternoon and AA tonight. I'm in for the fight of my life and that is what I'm going to concentrate on.
I can't believe I let it get so out of control. I'm the most controlling person I know. Hubby and Ra need me to be sober, I need for me to be sober. I'm not making any major life changing decisions for 30 days. I want to be completely sober before I do that.
Keep me in your prayers nd wish me luck. Gonna get ready for work.
Happy Cooking,
Sum