I loaded some books on the PDA too. In the one I was reading, one of the characters was describing another one, talking about how that guy didn't fit in with his blue-collar family growing up and went on to become a successful businessman. That's kind of what happened with me. I didn't fit in and went on to college. I didn't become successful though. I've always either been in school or working, but haven't done that out of a drive for what I wanted to do, but what I should do, except for occasional art classes and a few others. Anyway, aside from my maternal uncle, my siblings and I were the first to go to college. My brother fit in more, but went his own way too.