It's stupid o'clock!! Why did I just randomly wake at 05:17am? I laid in bed scratching my head; was I thirsty, nope! Was I hungry, a little, but not enough to go snacking in the dark if you know what I mean. Clueless, I just laid there and let my brain kick off and send me into an anxious state of mind. I hate that!

In a way, I suppose it was necessary. I did come to terms with the fact that I do have a lot of imediate things to be getting on with, i.e work and finding more. But annoyingly I wandered into stupidville and found myself wanting to make preperations for the hospital stay that I have no idea for how long for! (A clasic example of how I think to much). They said to me last week, the recovery time from the knee op is lengthy, but... I don't know exactly how long i'll be in, so of course I naturally do my own head in worrying about a length of time that doesn't even exist yet! How stupid is that!!!

Well I'm awake now, and up preparing things for dinner. *remembered* to pull the mince beef out of the freezer for my home made bolognese i'm going to make later. I had a massive crop of plum tomatoes this year, i'm so happy about that. In previous years, the turned all shades of different colors and then split! no matter how much we tried we couldn't figure a solution out. However, this year, we changed to plum toms, and I'm so glad we did, they taste super sweet - delish! Looking forward to cooking with them.

With that, i'll leave you with this. 'Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.'

Have a great day!