First I want to apologize for the delay. I'm currently working third shift and it just doesn't seem to agree with me. Once I'm at work I have no problem keeping awake and busy. Just once I leave work I seem to wilt. I have no ambition or energy. I seem to perk up a bit on the weekends, but come Monday morning I'm just worn out again.

I don't care how popular vampires are these days, but I can't go without sunlight. And I think that's most of my problem. I goto bed just after the sun comes up and get up just as its going down. And in order to sleep I have to block out as much sunlight as I can from my bedroom. Now that spring is coming I will have to put cardboard up on the windows because its getting brighter, earlier and I can't sleep for more than an hour or two at a time any more.

The bad part is I'm on third shift because I am so good at my job. The trainer from the Netherlands is here during the day and the guys who need his help are on first and second shift because of that reason. I get stuck on third because I don't need his supervision. Kind of a backwards compliment I guess.

But the worst part I think is, I'm getting depressed. Nothing major, but I have noticed it coming on for the last few weeks. I suppose it would be different if I didn't have so many other things I'm committed to doing. I feel as though I'm not doing any of those things justice because I don't feel like doing them anymore. But if I were to switch back to day shift next week, I would be back doing those same things with as much passion as I ever did. But right now I just don't seem to care...

I'm Alive... So Far...