I’ve got about 20 minutes to post something.

That’s about all the time I’ve had at home with a computer
on my lap.

The problem I have is I resent having to be in this state. I
am not happy here. I sure hope that it grows on me, because I’m committed to
living here for the next 15-20 years. I suppose moving here with winter coming on
wasn’t the best idea in the world, but it looked a lot better back in July when
we were hashing out the details of moving.

But I have decided to try and rise above it. I will not sink
down to the level of the people around me. Life here seems so much more fast-paced,
and people are very rude and impatient. Oh, I know not everyone is like that,
but those who are tend to stand out quite vividly. And I feel as though even
those who are not that way, actually are and they are just better at hiding it
and are flipping me the middle finger behind my back.

Sorry folk, rambling off at the computer. Need to go to bed,
so, good night.

I’m Alive… So Far…