24 September 2009
I think what had set me off yesterday is I got an email turning me down for a job that I thought was as good as mine. It was at the VA and the pay was pretty good for a “shit” job.
It seems as though every time I think something good is going to happen, I get shot down. I don’t know.
I’m just pissed at the whole situation. A situation I really wish had never happened. I suppose I was happy to be a factory worker and I resent having to push myself into a new career path.
And I have tried different things and I have failed. I suppose I’m worried I’ll fail again and I don’t want to have that pressure on me.
I’m Alive… So Far…