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Laramie Killing Given Epilogue a Decade
Later
LARAMIE, Wyo. — Near the end of “The Laramie Project,” the widely praised and
frequently staged play about how this small city grappled with the notorious
murder of the gay college student Matthew
Shepard, one of the characters wonders if the convictions in the killing
will help Laramie heal.
“Maybe now we can go on and we can quit being stuck, you know?” says Reggie
Fluty, a local policewoman. She is one of the real-life characters whose words,
collected on tape, make up the actors’ entire script.
Ms. Fluty was among 200 people interviewed in 1998 by the Tectonic Theater
Project, a New York City company that created “The Laramie Project” shortly
after Mr. Shepard was tied to a fence by two Laramie men, pistol-whipped and
left to die in the frigid Wyoming night. And Ms. Fluty is among those whom the
theater company is re-interviewing this week to explore whether Mr. Shepard has
a legacy here on the high plains, 10 years later.
“Hurt’s hurt and pain’s pain, and I think people in Laramie see that now,”
Ms. Fluty, now retired, told Moisés
Kaufman, the artistic director of Tectonic, during a conversation in her
sun-splashed living room just north of town.
“Sometimes you got to just, as a community, get slugged before you wake up
and grow up,” she said. “I don’t think we’re all grown up, but I think people
are trying.”
For Mr. Kaufman and his colleagues, returning to Laramie, a town of 25,000
near the Colorado border, is far from a theatrical exercise. They plan to use
the new interviews to write an epilogue to the play before the 10th anniversary
of Mr. Shepard’s death, on Oct. 12; it will be added to the published version of
the script and will be included in future performances of “The Laramie Project,”
which has had about 2,000 productions since it opened off Broadway in 2000.
On a personal level, too, the artists arrived here with a palpable yearning
to find change in Laramie, its people and its attitudes toward gay people. (The
troupe allowed a reporter to sit in on the interviews.)
“We’ve had some degree of apprehension about coming back to Laramie,” said
Mr. Kaufman, who is also the author of the 1997 Off Broadway hit “Gross
Indecency: The Three Trials of Oscar
Wilde.” “There had been such fervor about how Matthew Shepard’s death would
make a difference. There are hundreds of hate crimes each year, but Matthew is
the one that resonated nationally. But what if nothing has really changed?”
Mr. Kaufman does not hide his feelings easily. After an interview this
weekend with Laramie’s mayor, Klaus Hanson, Mr. Kaufman shook with anger that
Mr. Hanson was not doing anything to commemorate the anniversary. (“Now that you
have touched upon it,” the mayor said, “I will need to rethink it.”) Mr.
Kaufman’s expressed dismay that there is no hate-crimes law in Wyoming, as he
thinks there should be. He and others also said that some in Laramie were no
longer speaking of Mr. Shepard’s death as a hate crime but rather as a
drug-fueled robbery gone wrong.
“A lot of people in the community went through a sense of grief, in a very
poignant, heartfelt, painful way, and I think eventually the pain became so
great that they don’t want to think about it or hear about it,” Rebecca
Hilliker, a professor of theater at the University
of Wyoming here, told Mr. Kaufman over the weekend. “After I got over the
emotional trauma, the nightmares, I myself had to say, ‘O.K., step back, think
about this — what you can and can’t do — and stop placing the burden of changing
the state on yourself.’ ”
Mr. Kaufman conceded, “People get exhausted.”
“You get exhausted,” Ms. Hilliker nodded, sitting by windows in her home on a
breathtaking open plain. “And then you can’t plan anymore how to fix
things.”
Laramie has changed in some ways. The city council passed a bias crimes
ordinance that tracks such crimes, though it does not include penalties for
them. There is an AIDS Walk now. Several residents say they came out publicly as
gay, in their churches or on campus, in part to honor Mr. Shepard’s memory. The
university hosts a four-day Shepard Symposium for Social Justice each spring,
and there is talk of creating a degree minor in gay and lesbian studies.
And yet, to the bewilderment of some people here, there is no memorial to Mr.
Shepard in Laramie. The log fence has been torn down where he lay dying for 18
hours on Oct. 7, 1998. There is no marker. Wild grass blows in the wind.
The Fireside bar — where Mr. Shepard was lured away by Aaron McKinney and
Russell Henderson, who are serving life terms for murder — is also gone, sold
and renamed years ago. Without the Fireside, there is no longer a bar in town
where gays, jocks, foreign students and cowboys mix together.
“I put it up for sale two weeks later — it was a ghost town,” said Matt
Mickelson, the former owner of the Fireside, told Andy Paris, a member of the
Tectonic company.
Mr. Mickelson, wearing a weathered white cowboy hat and a university sweater
sporting a large W, said he lost almost everything because of the infamy of the
Shepard murder. He ended up moving from the place he loved to look for work
elsewhere.
“I got it from both sides: ‘the Fireside was a gay bar,’ ‘the Fireside had
gay slayers,’ ” Mr. Mickelson said over beers at a dance hall here, the Saloon.
“The media gave our whole town a black eye. They gave our whole state a black
eye. They gave the university a black eye. It was hate crime, hate crime, hate
crime.”
If Laramie has struggled with this onus, young gay men here have also
reckoned with the fact that Mr. Shepard’s death did not change much for them.
Nor, they say, did the success of the 2005 movie “Brokeback Mountain,” about two
gay ranch hands in Wyoming.
“If you walk around campus holding hands with another guy, you have to know
that people are going to holler and yell at you,” Iain-Peter Duggan, a junior at
the University of Wyoming, and who is gay, said in an interview. “You just have
to be smart.”
Another gay undergraduate, Christopher, who did not want his last name
published because he is not out to his family or many friends and former
teammates, said he was torn about the legacy of Mr. Shepard: He loves Laramie
and Wyoming very much, but he also said he was “disappointed” that he cannot
openly date another man here without facing hassles.
“Online chatting is a big deal for gay guys in Wyoming — that’s pretty much
the only place to be safe,” Christopher said.
Even some of the most politically active gay people in Laramie told the
Tectonic actors that, however sad they were with the pace of change, they were
also philosophical about it.
After Sunday dinner at the home of Catherine Connolly, a lesbian professor at
the university who is a memorable character in “The Laramie Project,” she and
Mr. Kaufman affectionately sparred in the kitchen about his frustration that
this town had not become a place transformed.
“You know, Moisés, how much has really changed in Manhattan in the last 10
years?” Ms. Connolly said, referring to ongoing hate crimes and the lack of a
gay marriage law in New York. “It’s unfair to hold Laramie to a standard that
you don’t hold yourself to.”
Mr. Kaufman answered: “Maybe that’s fair. I guess what disappoints me isn’t
so much Laramie, it’s the fact that more social progress hasn’t happened
everywhere.”
