I spent all day yesterday trying to post here and couldn't. Maybe it was because I wasn't using mozilla. I don't know. So I dumped at blogster yesterday. Rough day for me and I had a lot to say. Now today I can't get on blogster and can get on here! So, I can't save you a trip this time. If you want to know about yesterday, you will have to venture to the other side.

The kid's Dad just came to say hello and to play a game with them. My daughter didn't want to play but my son played and so did I! It was so difficult for me. It is so difficult when my son asks me to play. I want to make this easy for them but it is so difficult for me. I will be glad when the pain goes away. It seemed so natural and it didn't even phase my husband. I was choking back tears and couldn't make eye contact. I hate missing him.

The weekend has just flown by. I really don't want to take the kids to school tomorrow! Yuck! A good friend of mine is turning a year older tomorrow so I will track her down and wish her well. She is feeling old. It is so funny the ages that make us feel old. I felt ancient at 25 and a baby at 30 and old at 35. Each year changes and I am not getting younger. Just feel more or less old depending on the accomplishments or lack of for the year. I will feel 80 at this rate if I am not careful. I can only say this has been one long year and it is only April.